I feel like Im moving backwards. The more I think about it, the longer it is since the break, the harder it gets. Isnt this supposed to be getting better? I feel like it was ok those first weeks, but now it sucks. I miss him and I want him to be near me. I miss his smell and the way he used to touch my neck when we were in the car or laying together, I miss the way he always had these crazy ideas for inventions that he would never make, but was just as passionate about anyway. He is a deep thinker, has big dreams and is struggling to get there, just like everyone else -- just like me. Trying to find their path.
What did he mean by contacting me??! Was he trying to get my attention? Mission accomplished ... now what? Nothing? I dont get it, I just dont get it.
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